There is so much that has happened since my last post. Life is anything but black and white. Referring to my last post, my financial comeback is mediocre but has the potential to be something other than a bust. Had I posted this when I wrote it I’d be either editing it or creating a new post. I got a new credit card with zero percent interest on balance transfers and new purchases for the first 15 months. That will allow me, God willing and I get the money I’m expecting, to pay off my insanely high interest Discover card which in turn will allow me to dedicate most of my payment money to another card that has a lower interest rate and lastly pay off the new one with a zero rate. Done by June or July is my goal
On a completely different note, my spiritual condition is also pretty mediocre. It wavers from feeling the presence of God so heavily to forgetting or ignoring that He’s here at all. The older I get, the less often my old man pops his head up. The problem is that when he does show up, he comes full force with what feels like a whole lot of help. It’s disgusting and I feel filthy when all is said and done.